Aftermath to...

Managed to survive training... today have intensive PT... the whole thing was about platoon bonding then pumped in grass,sand ran here and there.Plus the rifle was tedious to pump.Well,most of us got very pissed by our SGT's orders,one shout knock it down,the other shout recover....We got so confused.We learnt...we can defy orders for platoon mates at the right time(but will aslo get pumped..ZZZ)Got so much sand in my hair and evenmore on beret.Did punishment, some reported sick.Most of us endured then finished the training.Afterthat we had interaction then they aked that question again "who thinks that SGT and SGT MAJOR is very scary and very....." Hope next training will not be that exhausting and get shouted at...i wish...lol

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Did not know what to put as blog title.Feel so stressed and exhausted. Still got to face that SGT MAJOR again tomorrow. Lol, so tired so i don't want to be formal.Thinking just about tomorrow gives me headache.Saturday still have to face the cheering and activities....
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so stressed......
Don't even know what i am doing...zzz
Results are a bit under my expectations...
Want to pwn(skip) Ncc but don't dare
Don't even know what the SGT will do with us...
hope got someone emo so SGT will speak nicely
doubt that will like happen
going so crazy...contrasting thoughts
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Classmates pissing me off
Adding to my anger
Just can't tolerate anymore(tolerated 9 weeks)

Company Run

Part A's life might get very miserable as tasted at the company run. First we got pumped 30,then we had to run 4.3km while cheering along with the part B. We did not know the words to the cheer thus could not cheer along with them.Then, we got shouted at for nt cheering.i was kinda very pissed as the words were unclearly cheered and we did not even know the words.Later Part A split up with the other parts as the new sgt major wanted us to run back to get other platoon mate whch reported sick ( had to finish the run as a part...),so we ran back a few hundred metres and ran with him. Suddenly we got knock it down(pump as punishment order),after that punsihment,they talked to us(nicely,maybe only cuz some of us emo and cried), when wiping my sweat i smelled blood. I found out that my hand was bleeding(cut myself on the rough ground when pumping),then report sick, go wash wound,after that ran finish 4.3km.Did some PT(physical Training)before our SGTs talked to us.They asked us whether our new SGT Major was a bastard or asshole.Feeling pissed,some of us bravely rose our hands. That guy really was saddistic.I really miss the ex-SGT Major. Tomorrow, that SGT Major will make us 'die'. 'Tomorrow will be our death date'as most of my platoon mates said......[got IPT(intensive physical training)]